Our children reflect us

I’ve decided to not use a picture for this post.

This was written raw and out of sheer frustrations for our youth, in light of today’s shooting in Florida..I apologize for the harsh language 

Our kids reflect us
Could we just get back to being humans and showing some humanity. Could we just stop crowding the disease with symptoms and just start dealing with some of this crap…

Could we just for a minute stop all this “whose better than who, who deserves more, who has more, who did or didn’t do something.” Our kids are dying for god sakes. If it’s not guns, it’s drugs, if it’s not drugs it’s suicide. What more has to happen. We have stolen our children’s futures and for what? So i could be more right than you.

You can push your damn agendas for guns this and guns that, but still your ignoring the problems. 

This is what we are creating for them? Who in the hell gave us the right. We are no different then the “system” we claim to hate. Do we even really know what the system is, no we don’t, not by our actions and arguing anyway. The system we swear to stand against and defeat for the sake of our kids. We are all has guilty as the next. No one is free from that. 

Just for a minute stop…it’s enough..no one needs to hear your voice again, these kids need help, they need solutions not hashtags, or clever memes.  

You know what I’ll probably read on some damn site, “probably a white boy.” That will bring an argument, “bet they won’t call him a terrorist. Bet he’ll get off.” Well isn’t that a clever and productive bullshit conversation. That will really get us somewhere. And we know the system..bullshit..we know nothing..

All of this does nothing more then feed the beast but go ahead keep hashtagging. God forbid we come together as a humanity and do something but oh we can’t because we all hate each other to much. Well bravo humanity, here’s another one for your awakened self..

Rant over

System of thieves births the thief 

“The greatest of all thieves? The economic system of men/women that creates the thief, for not all who steal are thieves but rather are placed in a position of survival.” -B.T. 
Who is the greater thief?

The person who steals to feed, provide shelter, for him/herself and children?


the economic system created by men and women that have brought the common worker to bow and shake hands with theft? 

Would it be fair to say not all who steal are thieves but rather a result of broken economic systems?

First interview 

Above is the link to my first interview. A glimpse into me and the emotional rock bottom that change my life. Helping me to become me.

I’ve come to see, the more truth you come to about yourself the more you demand it from the world and it’s structures around you.

For anyone able to view, thank you in advance. 

Thank you 

The interview is in prepping stages and will be out soon. My first interview, nervous but thankful. 

All of this started a 45 years old and four years later I’m in a place I never expected. I had never intended to have a blog or a company that would take any interest in what I had to say. I had never expected to enter my first bouldering competition at the age of 45. All of this has taken a life of its own and I don’t feel as though I placed myself here but life put me here in this place. 

I’d like to thank everyone for reading the pieces I put out. All of your support and encouragement has helped me immensely. 

I don’t have the channel for this interview yet but I will soon, and links one being you tube.  

Don’t forget to smile 

The metropolis has colonized many from lands not her own, taken many that her own continue to profit.

The empire has promised a democracy similar to her own, their terms are simple:

“Live as we live! 

Believe as we do!

Hear what we hear!

See how we see!

Teach as you are told!

Labor for crumbs as commanded!”

Speak as we speak!” 
Internally she colonizes her own. 

Hide the truth behind battles for freedom, to continue living as we do.

Mix of cultures to further control. 

Blur history that none may know she desires her own children’s profit and spoils of gold. 

The terms are simple:

“Live as you are told!”

Despise as you are told!

See and hear as we command! 

Accept what we demand!

Believe what we say!

Teach as your told!

Eat what you are feed! 

Speak as we speak!”

Don’t forget to smile…
An empire grasps for air,

blood pours upon streets painted of gold,

her children schizophrenic 

walking blurred lines,

hearing what is not there,

believing what is not real,

fighting and screaming over something that is not happening,

speaking against justice

and warring against righteousness.

Hating what should be loved.

Fighting the oppressed rather then the oppressor.

Don’t forget to smile…

Desperate to hold on,

labors are sent forth to stitch together the final current with threads of

reality tv

talk shows 


shiny things


that none may see the empire desperation 

none of this will be televised,

the metropolis 

walking her own people to the final show…

Don’t forget to smile as you go….