The art of self deception

The art of self deception..

I have shown greater loyalty to my enemies,

disloyalty to my greatest friends.

I have spoken truth to the hearer,

clothed in compromise.

I have stood for fairness

prayed for rightness of wages for the working poor while bowing

to the rich mans gods of plated gold, clutching my pockets.

I have believed and disbelieved equally

while speaking faith.

I have done good and said, “I’m not doing this for a pat on the back, i just want to encourage kindness.”

yet deep down desiring praises.

I have spoken against the arrogant

while turning my head to beggar of mercy.

I have yelled for justice

while handing out injustices to the innocent.

I have spoken against the sinner

while sinning against my neighbor.

I have seen the truth of self with a blind eye.

I have heard the voice of conscious

with a deaf ear.

I have claimed to be 100% right

knowing I was 50% wrong.

I have claimed to be awake

while asleep.

I have played the fool to deception

tempting what is greater

shouting victories

while carrying losses.

I have sold my own self for the sake of deceptions art.


Business of sickness

After talking with a few patients, I was left frustrated and will vent here.

This is why healthcare has lost nobility.

To those who have turned healthcare into a business.

To those who have hidden cures for the profit of sickness.

To those who have forced the ill out of their homes and have taken everything they’ve worked for, for your own gains.

To those who taken humanity out of healthcare may you find yourself on the receiving end, slap a jonnie on you, put you at the mercy of an overburdened staff, move from place to place all the while bleeding your pockets dry.

May you face your day of reckoning soon.

Healthcare was never meant to be a business..

To what do we bow

“To whom we bow, we thus become the image of.”

Those that lord over us

are not gods

but merely corruptible

men and women to whom many bow,

good is evil

evil is good

and demons hold broken wings of lust

drinking from a cup filled with the blood of the innocent,

drunk from her illnesses

she has now become blind.

Take a closer look,

to whom you bow.

Addicted to wealth and power

“Americas addiction to material wealth has forgotten true wealth lies in the goodness of a people.”

The greatest enemy to justice,

diseased economics

organized chaos

corporate marches and groups

popular hashtags

gods created after mans own image and likeness

organized movements,


I’ve have seen marches for




political dominance

exploiting tragedies for votes

pawning the hearts of the young to secure self interests.

Idly we stand with signs



serving nomadic gods

and hatred grows

Ill lusts flood the streets

we sleep

we drown,


It is not that we don’t know

rather we chose to not listen to the cries of those losing everything, after all every lose is justified.

Those who perpetuate poverty

are never brought before the courts

only the poor and oppressed stand naked before the system of kings and queens to be judged without pause,

we call them what we are told too

and believe what we are fed,

we call them lazy




non productive

welfare junkies

wanting something for nothing,

never do we call them oppressed

not yet…

Truth will bring to light the

hidden darkness of a system.

A system the poor and oppressed have cried about for years.

The truth of a simple word will expose men/women’s

secret ills of greed

and the addiction of wealth.

They will stand someday consumed by the fires of their own empty desires…

forever judged

without pause…

Race and relations part 2

“Every story written is slighted by the hands of men/women.” -beth

This is the short link to race and relations part 2. “They influence our narratives.”

When the word they is used this is what’s meant;


2-social sites(articles, news clips.)



5-corporate American structure/system

6-political parties

7-corporate marchers, warriors, human rights activity and monologues

These are a few sources that influence our thoughts, emotions, love or hatred and actions.

These structures entities have the ability to form someone’s perceptions through a simple picture or word. These simplistic tactics can drive people towards unity or divisions.

My personal thoughts on unity or today’s push for unity; the more unity(everyone thinking the same) the more divisions you create.

The politically correct movement has created more branches of a problem then any type of resolutions.

Anyway here’s the public link to a preview version.