I was called everything but a woman

I am a woman and yet my voice is silenced by those fighting for women’s rights.” -Beth 

I am a women but yet didn’t march for womans rights because I simply asked a question prior to the march, “what is this for, a march against Trump?” I was called everything but a woman,  “supporter of the rape culture, racist, and a misogynist.” So, my voice was surpressed by the very ones fighting for human and women’s rights. 
I am neither left nor right.  I am somewhere in the middle, watching all this erupt, watching hatred grow and self willed agendas of a government win, no matter who gets hurt, the end justifies the means, that’s all that matters, 

not a voice, 

not truth, 

not facts. 

What is the one thing an ideology/propaganda fears most? 

The voice that disrupts it. 

Truth is its own weapon, propaganda needs a wooden bat, needs to demean, tactics or fear to push its ideology and will upon many. 

On a positive, people are going beyond main stream medias and searching for truth, not simply believing what is pumped out. People are talking whether it be about, Yemen, Syria, radicalism, the current division and elite propagandas. So what does this mean(hopefully), a lie fears the truth and truth is being demanded. Instead of the media controlling us, we control the media by demanding facts and true journalism. 


Until all voices matter, not all lives will.” -Beth 

What we fail to see is; 

what we remain silent about allows the wrong parts of governments to grow, the wrong parts of human nature to thrive, whether they be on the left or right. 

They all drink from the cup of humanity, drunkards sipping from our thoughts and spewing ideologies over the frailest parts of humanity. 


I closed my eyes to see.

Until we,

no matter the side can sit and hear without labeling and hate,

we encourage this great divide. 

The wrong parts of government will continue to grow, they will continue to feed us through establishment medias and of us, this torn humanity they will drink. 

In this America 

I laid in bed, wrapped in the freedoms of this country and when I woke, you forbid me to truly speak.”  -Beth 

In this America, 

in this era, truth seems to disdained, censored and erased. It is has simple as removing(temporarily banning)you from social media. 

In this America,

lies and truth war one another, through social medias, many focus on the minuet details rather then the bigger picture, the move behind the push.

In this America,

voice only matters if the words and stories conform. What is said and spoken against this conformity is where the war lay,

You’ve come and stood,

upon my doorstep, 

You’re a constant 

gaze through my window.

You ever attempt to silence me


I will speak of humanity and the rights being violated unjustly. 

Remaining silent on unjust wars and censorship only allows the wrong parts of government and human nature to grow. 

I will speak out for those of humanity that are displaced, the refugee and those opproessed through censorship(to name a few),

I will write for you that your humanity may find a home within me, that your wrong may find justice through a pen, that your voice silenced, may find expressions through paper. 

Side note; this is a factual expression. I have shared and spoken out the truth through social media and woke to find through a simple notice, I was temporarily removed(banned) from social media.

When truth is removed, only one thing can replace that…a lie….

Every lie carries a portion of truth, this is how a lie justifies the judge and any unjust actions the judge hands out. 

–this is not an anti trump post, it is however about the unjust dealings of a government and the silent war waging.  

Sorry for the what seems to be a rant but I am frustrated with what has transpired and my currently being temporarily banned. Comments are welcome and I will be glad to explain the reasons. Thank you for reading this

Violence begets 

All have an ideology, none are free. When the ideology is allowed to grow and bare fruits of hate leading to violence, all lose.” -Beth 

“A stand dosent have to be hateful or violent, it must be greater. It must be silent..” -Beth 

Violence begets a weakened fight for civil liberties and gives a self serving government more control.

They speak to us of history, the way they want us to hear it, show us images the way they want us to see them. 

I have seen violence destroy dreams.

I have seen violence destroy minds and races.

I have seen violence destroy divide and never untie.

I have seen violence walk free and silence arrested. Injustice free to roam,  justice sits behind concrete walls.

I have never seen violence change the world rather prison us. 

I have never seen violence change the world, only destroy and add to its moral, physical, and social decay.

For centuries they have kept me on my side and you on your side, I have never seen them truly try to unite us. What would happen if we united? Well, the question is much bigger then that, the question is this, “what would happen to them(leaders), if we united?”

It is not the color of skin, race or gender we need to question, rather those that lead. 

Instigators of hate, drag us to war, telling me it is you and telling you it is me. It is neither you or I but them our leaders that have brought us here, time and time again. 

They will instigate thoughts of a privileged group but it is they who are privileged, they have our sight and hearing, this we have handed to them. 

Instigators of war no matter what shore they attack, this war is for them not us, this war is for their privilege and supremacy(no matter race or gender) not ours. None of this is for you over there or for me over here. Understanding this will threaten all they are trying to build through proprigated wars. 

I have seen silence confound their world.

I have seen silence and all its actions deafen their desires and speech. 

I have seen silence disfigure a lie. For all built upon a lie, silence will change the very features of war, values and all materials built off the backs of men and women engaged in their battle.

I have seen the empires built from noise and I have seen a man stand, shoes of silence that cussed many to question it all. 

A stand dosent have to be violent or hateful, a stand must be greater, it must be silent..

Asleep in a lie

The only serum for a lie, truth..”

I had laid with this lie for years, a perfect union. 

Nightly we lay together, clothed in gentle denial. 

My eyes had only seen that which a lie would allow. To this weary eye, a prayer for sightless.

You have turned me into this lie, a world carefully crafted by images and sounds. 

Because of you my world no unforgiving and forgein. 

Truth had come in like an adulteress, undressed me and naked I lay, stripped of all that was real to my flesh. 

Trembling at the thought of this truth, and the foot prints that continue beyond what can be touched. 

You’ve clothed me in words not my own, 

meanings well constructed but none did my soul recognize. 

Before I slept, 

I pleaded with my dreams, do not wake me, 

cover me..

Truth pierced night,

from a single scar, 

a light,

leads me to realities inside,

beyond this shroud of site.